independence day

so it is 7-4-09
what does this mean? celebratory remembering? nostalgic musings of past times locked in the mind like so many others so much clutter.
the eve of change may be upon us or is this still just a narcissism condition of condition we're in?
question of balance could answer the unified theory of Albert if only i had the capacity to see.
i am humbled again. i am busy in life, moment to moment i forget again and again. i start over from the beginning, look out of the side door of the bakery at dawn and see the clouds, sun, and my next chance to be.